OK, Now I get a bigger picture... Its really bad out there.

what should one do... GIVEUP... everybody here is ready to tell how you
can get fixed up, but I feel you have already anticipated what has been
said... I request you please dont give up..

There is a difference in how people to people see. You have a dream, If
needed burn a bit of cash on your dreams, people wont say NO if its
done in stocks, ask them if they havent.

SAMPLES send them it should help.
COSTS control to the bare minimum.
POST more such topic people are searching for you.
FAITH keep builing on it.
DREAM like no one else has.
THINK positive.
TELL ME you wont quit.

Kamal